today, i got scared.
i don’t really understand why i’m so scared. am i just getting ahead of myself? but parang, i don’t really know how this thing will end. and it seems that if they’re going to go hardball…me. but is it because i won’t be able to take it if THEY get punished?
hay nakow. i wish i could have someone to talk to. or at least tell me that everything will be okay.
please someone tell me that everything will be okay…. because you will take care of me. *sigh*
i guess this is growing up.