i have these little realizations. normal, everyday things. almost stupid mundane things, but in my mind, i work them out like they’re math postulates or these unified theories or something. and when i tell myself, hey…that makes sense. i feel the award ceremonies, the nobel prize..whatever. it makes me wonder if i’m really that stupid that to realize normal, run-of-the-mill things and be patting myself on the back with it. hahahah. i can’t believe myself.